Monday, March 5, 2012

Confirmation

So there are times that i wonder if the path i have chosen is right, or a way to make me "feel" i am right & distracting me. Today i had a surprise knock on the door & my neighbor Ms. Netty was there. She said come on lets go, i need to put money in the bank. Keep in mind i was busy tryin to start this blog, listening to some Lecrae & Ambassador just praising God. I had gotten up before the sun to take my Fiancee' to work & make sure my step-son got to school (i take him back & forth), while making sure my own 2 kids were ready & off as well. I really wanted to stay in but Ms. Netty is hard to say no to! She's so sweet & caring so i said ok. We drove to my bank 1st & then hers. The trip took only about 15-20 min but as we drove she laid what was on her heart out for me.She has a daughter & granddaughter living with herbut this weekend she had no idea where they stayed. She was hurting & she trusted me to either listen or somehow help. As i listened God laid on my heart to invite her Saturday to the women's group some ladies in the church started. Her immediate response was "when? yes i want to go". She then turned to me and began speaking about my life. She told me many things but what stuck out was how sure she was in the words she spoke about me. She told me i have a loving heart, but circumstances have taught me to be careful who i chose to let in there. She told me i have a sweet spirit, but when it comes to those i love i am a fighter. She told me that i am on a spiritual journey & that 2011 for me was great, but 2012 would be AMAZING. She told me that we are no longer bound women but we are free, we no longer belong to anyone who could hold us back from our potential (which i took to mean some of my past relationships). I got goose bumps listening because in my head a voice softly spoke saying "i can use ANYONE to speak for me when you most need to hear, you just have to listen". WOW! A simple errand that i had no idea i would be running today was used to CONFIRM that my journey was the path i should be on. I am excited to see where i will wind up this year, how far this blog will go & what other doors God will open for me.

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